Tuesday, February 22, 2011

A Little Present !!

Present is not Kebab, hahahahahahahahaha

I ate this delicious Kebab in Akihabara, a place called Star Kebab, it is located in a very small street and I had to find it through a long straining walk with my friend, an ex-motorcycle racer back in Indonesia. We were both kind of sad and lonely since none of our closest friends is around on Sunday. LOL

So we both strolled and this nice friend of mine bought it for me, so sweet..... aww..........

There is an answer to it!!


So, what present did I purchase for my self?????????????????????

I AM SORRY to *you know who* but I HAD an EYEKO MAKE-UP HAUL!

I bought a set of 3 lipsticks. They are called LipTastick. (Loudmouth, Hot Lips and Lip Lover)
A set of 2 creams: highlighter and a tanned cream to create that glowy look.
A set of 3 lip balms: minty, strawberry and raspberry.

I wore the 3 lipsticks which are in the shape of a pen/pencil, so you only need to TWIST the body of the pen and it will come out!
And, the 3 pics below are the colours! They are so easy to use, it does not feel that matte because I applied Lip Balm underneath. I have not tried wearing them without Lip Balm, though.

This top one is Hot Lips. The colour looks like my camera's colour.

This is Loudmouth.
This is Lip Lover!! I really love bright colours on my lips, actually I have another lipstick in bright red hahaha LOL I don't know why, but I love red lips.

Lovin it????????? Yeah I love it.

So my target now is to lose another 2 KG. And, I have prepared a present for myself if I lose 2 KGs. If I can't lose 2 kgs, I SHALL NEVER OPEN THAT PRESENT.

And, if I lose another 4-5 kgs from my current weight, I already prepared something in mind to make myself happy. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

I have ENOUGH already of the depressing 2 weeks just because I feel I am not loved.... LOL


Thursday, February 17, 2011

Video Song!!!

Romance... Romance.. Romance...
Roma.. Roma.... Roma..
Ridho Rhoma....
Ridho Ridho dhoki dhoki hahaha

I fall in love with this song. It is a movie OST, based on the dangdut genre.

Dangdut is one of Indonesian specific song genres that I absolutely adore. All I know is the mass music genre that many commoners love to listen to like me LOL

But who cares if you think it's a cheap music, I love it.

Here goes the lyrics:

cuma kamu sayangku di dunia ini
cuma kamu cintaku di dunia ini
tanpa kamu hampa ku rasa dunia ini
tanpa kamu sunyi ku rasa dunia ini
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
cuma kamu sayangku di dunia ini
cuma kamu cintaku di dunia ini

tiada kalimat dapat melukiskan
betapa sayangku kepada dirimu
tiada ibarat sebagai ungkapan
betapa cintaku kepada dirimu

dapatkah kau rasakan
dari belai tanganku
dapatkah kau rasakan
dari tatap mataku

cuma kamu sayangku di dunia ini
cuma kamu cintaku di dunia ini
tanpa kamu hampa ku rasa dunia ini
tanpa kamu sunyi ku rasa dunia ini

cuma kamu sayangku di dunia ini
cuma kamu cintaku di dunia ini

Saturday, February 12, 2011

New Week

After almost a week, I can gradually accept that things do not go according to my plan LOL
We all know why... there is somebody out there who thinks that "IF YOU execute THIS PLAN, YOU MIGHT BE DOOMED mell, DOOM DOOM DOOM DOOOOOOOOOMMM" LOL

So, yesterday, I spent almost 80% of my time making Japanese resume, the last 2 bits that I have not done is Shiboudouki and cover letter.
But I will write them by this weekend I know it.

And I had a great time talking with my family and GOOD NEWS, my friend is coming on Sunday. So I have plenty of fun stories to hear from her. YEEHAA, I wanna strip off her XXX STORIES lolllllllllllllllllllll

What is my plan for today?
Well, to be honest, AGAIN, if things were the way they were, I would be......doing this n that...

My friend asked me to go to this lady's house to make food for Sunday's Valentine's event.
I mean, I have no problem, I like cooking and talk in Indonesian and usually they use some Japanese Vocabs so I can learn something LOL.

Yeah, at least I can take things off my mind and just accept things....
I guess our hot blood heads got in the way LOL we still have young blood you know "YOUNG n DANGEROUS' LOL u know that drama, that Hong Kong yakuza/gangsters drama, AWESOME. LOL

Tomorrow or even today will be great, who knows who I might meet... for future purposes? lol


Thursday, February 10, 2011

Day 3:Thursday

I finished my exam today.

And for the 4th consecutive day, Sobu Sen's densha became my silent witness for my sadness...

If the densha can talk and act, I am sure it would hug me tightly.hahaha

My current thought:
Why are you letting me all alone waiting in the darkness...

My future thought:
I hope tomorrow is better than today.

What happened today:
A friend of mine asked me out for lunch, he is much older than me, a very nice man. He works for Nissan auto-maker company and...He can talk non-stop LOL I felt better ....
I think people who work alot seemed to be single somehow LOL

There is nothing eternal in this world, good things must always come to an end.
But at least, the good deeds will always remembered by God because humans are forgetful.


PS: i am back to those days where I will sleep in on Val'z day :D

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Day 1.

Kontak pagi + malam= 0.

Nice girls are always taken for granted.
Nice boys are always taken for granted.

Nice girls are played around by playboys.
Nice boys are played around by playgirls.

When a nice girl meets a nice boy, nice boy will take her for granted stating she is boring and not challenging.
When a nice boy meets a nice girl, nice girl will take him for granted stating that he is boring and not challenging.

But, when a real man meets a real woman, both have grown up mentality, they can accept each other, sacrifice their own egos for the better harmony.
They fully understand a joke is just a joke.
Even if they have disagreements, both with a cool head reach AGREEMENT, knowing they have to sacrifice something in themselves in order to be together.

I do not even have a reason why I am in love with you.
If you love someone because of a reason, then when that reason no longer exists in that person, you will find yourself locked and trapped.

You will never be able to love someone with a reason.

I am in love with you because you are you.
I do not know why you are so blind, I wish you well, I want to take care, but you are not letting me into your world.

Someday, if you decide to buang aku, you will know the true meaning of true love, don't know when you will realise, but I can bet 100% you will understand but only when it is sudah telat.

I will have no regrets, because I tried instead of running away. And even so, I forgive you.

Love is forgiving, love is patient, love is not selfish, love covers mistakes, love does not joy when someone is hurting, love is compassionate, I think I have written this in a letter.....

When you are in a relationship, the first person that you should tell everything is your partner, the person you chose to be in a relationship with.
Not your friend.
Not your parent.
So, if you think that your partner does not listen to you, you just gave up and turn your head to somebody else?
How easy is it?
If every one is like that, then no marriage can last in this world.

It is better to have a fight and let your feelings out no matter how long as you do not become quiet.

When you are quiet, that is when the most dangerous situation has come in. That means you have given up... given up on us.
The moment where we all say 'I dont know anymore". Is not that the end?

If any of you is in this kind of situation.
I hope you give yourself time to yourself.
Just be quiet, and think.

Is this person not good enough? We all know no one is perfect.
How NOT GOOD is this person?
If we continue, can we reach a win-win solution?
We tell what we don't like, what we like, and work it out.
Something needs to be sacrificed.................
That is effort.

I believe NO KIDS should enter relationships.
Relationships are only for mature adults.

I don't know about many of you, but I know what I want.
I know I am ready to take on any consequences what the world has to offer.

It is true what the bible says "Love is strong like death, even water can not quench it. Even if you sell your house for love, no one will respect you".

Love is Strong.
But how strong is your partner with you or you with your partner?

Love is Deep.
It is too deep to describe my words.

So, I hope with Valentine closing in, those of you in a relationship can become stronger.
While those who are single, choose wisely.
While those who are in the middle, being hurt, believe that no matter what happens, happens for the best.

Same goes for me too, after everything that I gave, I received. I appreciate. I say thank you.


Monday, February 7, 2011


Why is it when people in a relationship hurt each other?
It is because there is love theree.... if there is no love... they wouldn't even care...


Why is it that in the end, my heart is broken into pieces...