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Hello everyone, it's been a while now!  My previous posts that dated back on 19 March 2018 were not actually created on that date. They were written maybe back in 2010-2011 but I did not publish them due to my circumstances that disallowed me to write anything about life. I really want to update everyone how I am going! As you can see from my writing, I sound more mature oh yes, I surprised myself. As a mother in her early 30s, with a toddler (under 5), full time working mom, geez life is very hectic but really cannot slow down even if I wanted to and would be a bliss if I could! But no, I totally enjoy everything right now. As you can see from my photo with hubby (LOVE IS IN THE AIR--> all the time for us). LOL so cheeessyy!  Wefie with Yarra River backdrop Ever since I moved to Melbourne, I thought things will slow down. But I guess not ever since you have a kid. Having a lil boy who follows you everywhere from waking up to wanting to know where I am

Haha, I'm a big fan of food man. You can see how chubby I am! By the way, that picture was taken like 1 month ago. At that time, I lost 2 kilos I think. Not much but oh-well, I'm definitely going to work harder. Anyway, ever since I came back from Jakarta, I left so many things behind and need my Mom to bring them all over. One of them is my yellow-leather Diary (Kikki-K!!! I love this brand.. wohooo.) So, I have to write something somewhere. My fingers itch if they are not used to write something. So, since I have a blog, I might just use it, FREE...!! LOL So, what do I need to do??? (Today!!) Take Shower -> Eat -> Take all my clothes from the hangers -> Iron some -> Gym. Need to e-mail my Ji-chan. Reply all my facebook messages. Vacuum house. Print my Chiba University forms. E-mail my university about change of subjects. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hm, I think that's it? By the way, what is the update about my student exch

Welcome to the 1st week of Uni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, not for me though. I'm entirely free, doing nothing, just swaying my legs, watching my little fishy who is also alone coz his mate is dead :P (yea blame me for not cleaning the tank sooner!) :p But, since I miss uni so much, I will still type the Weeks of uni in my blog. Currently, I have been mowing somebody's lawn. I've actually been keeping in touch with my fellow classmates and lecturers and tutors. I'm trying to go back to the gym because I've been sick for almost 10 days now. I'm trying to re-learn my guitar skills. I'm trying to skate-board, no big stuff like doing tricks, just wanna cruise around with skates and practice in Matraville. But, I'm afraid if I skate on one, it'll break. I weigh a ridiculously 185 pounds man and I'm 5" 4" tall!!! RIDICULOUS! *zap* like in Harry Potter to 150 pounds. hahahahaha I wish. And, Im trying to c

Hey peepz. Just wanna update you about my weight loss. Around the same time last year I weigh 93 kgs . Then I weighed myself around 1 month ago, I weigh 85 kg. I think since then, I've lost more weight but I haven't weighed myself these days. However, I only have 1 month left for my gym membership before I am off to Japan. Despite that, I am going back to Taekwondo and train with this old master guy who was a World Champion 6 times in korea and a New South Wales taekwondo team coach. LOL I heard he is good but I'm a bit nervous if I can't catch up with his training program. But, since it is my last 1.5 months in Sydney, I think I will just try to keep up!! Oh, these 2 days I have been giving away my old clothes to charity near my university. It's not that I'm bragging about it but it's because I have un-used clothes. And I encourage YALL out there to do so!! It leaves you so much space to buy more clothes. HAHHAHAHAHAHAH

Johnny Tillotson: Cold Cold Heart Lyrics: I tried so hard my dear to show that you're my every dream Yet you're afraid each thing I do is just some evil scheme A mem'ry from your lonesome past keeps us so far apart Why can't I free your debtful mind and melt your cold cold heart Another love before my time made your heart sad and blue And so my heart is paying now for things I didn't do In anger unkind words are said that make the teardrops start Why can't I free your debtful mind and melt your cold cold heart You'll never know how much it hurts to see you sit and cry You know you need and want my love yet you're afraid to try Why do you run and hide from life to try it just ain't smart Why can't I free your debtful mind and melt your cold cold heart There was a time when I believed that you belonged to me But now I know your heart is shackled to a memory The more I learn to care for you the more we drift apart Why can't I free your deb

Lagi kepingin bikin puisi patah hati. Walaupun gak patah hati... LOL Puisi Patah Hati Bulan purnama pertama Malam yg dinyanyikan cascada kuberjalan Melihat dua bayangan insani Bercengkerama dan berpelukan Bulan purnama kedua Malam yang diwarnai peluh kuberjalan Melihat satu bayangan insani Berdiri menengadah kelangit Bulan purnama ketiga Malam yang hingar bingar kuberjalan Melihat bayangan belahan satu insani Berjalan dengan bayangan yang lain … Hilang sudah …

(MY Bedroom in Sydney, a mess but full of sun light-LOVE) !! I have my Mid-Semester Exam tomorrow where my other 2 friends requested the teacher to extend theirs to Monday. But UGH, I am unable to just study-study-study for a prolonged time than the time I am just supposed to study. I have low-concentration and just need to get this over and done with. Anyway, ever since I came back from Sydney almost 5 weeks ago, I imported a lot of products! One of them is the pork sausage I brought with me! And it happens to be my lunch and dinner for today! Here is the picture! This is a handed down recipe from my mom to me, very simple, easy to make, no fuss at all. If you want to know, leave a comment! XOXO Sasa

Life is never as sweet as it sounds. A short 4 letter word. Compact, simple but in reality complicated. This oh-so-delicious photo of fried wedges and korokke may look really really tasty, but you might never know how hard it is to grow them, the farmers have to wait for them for several weeks, the hard work to harvest, to cook, to mix all the ingredients, peel them, shaped them, then finally frying them and decorate them so it looks eatable and tingly in your mouth.... Therefore, in order to become fruitful in life, we have to strive and create necessary things to support our life to become... FRUITFUL. I as a person, think so much about things that maybe other people do not usually worry about. What can I do? I am this type of person. Maybe that's why Daddy and I can really relate to each other. We are both feelers and feed on people's emotions to stay alive. When our partners are not in tune with us, we simply feel unloved-while in reality, maybe they love us

Even if I have to walk in the valley of darkness. I am not afraid because the Lord is with me. Even if mountains of problems are approaching me I am not afraid because You are with me I believe, your blessings are abundant. Your kindness and forgiveness have blessed me. I may not understand what is held against me in the future. But I have faith. Dear God, I am grateful for everything that has happened to me. I can no longer protect what is mine. Please forgive me and forgive those who have hurt me. Thank you Papa J.... .............................................................................................................................. ーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーー　 今、私はもう手上げた。 もう分からない。 神様、私はたくさん悪いことをやちゃった。。。自分はがっかりすることがたくさんある。。。 家族は私にがっかりされる。。。 神様、許してください! 神様、私は神様の愛はも一度近くしたい。 アーメン。

WE WISH YOU A MERRY BLUE ILLUMINATION! ILLUMINATION! ILLUMINATION On the 29th of November, Wow yeah almost 3 weeks ago, I went to an illumination event in Shinjuku. It is common in Japan that famous tourist spots like Shinjuku, Roppongi Hills or even Chiba's Doitsu Mura (German Village) holding illumination events that can sometimes last up to next year's Valentine's Day. Amazing Japan! ! ! ! ! I went to the one in Shinjuku with my 3 friends, I guess we were all free, nothing to do, since towards the end of the year it is HOLIDAY that you are waiting for the most. And this is just a prelude to the amazing holiday that we'll have! hahahahahahaha Well, for any of you that are not in Tokyo, what kind of illumination events are held or have you ever been to one? Who did you go with? I'd like to know your comments!! Okay, now the pics, enjoy! Blue, white, gold, silvery lights! The ceiling is also decorated with lights, can you imagine how much efforts t

AUTUMN! WINTER!AUTUMN!WINTER! A man looking @ me taking picture of him -NOT- trees ... To be honest, I don't know if I should call this Autumn anymore because I feel it's winter already. The coldness sharply pricking into my skin and no matter how thick my jacket is I seem to be unable to get rid of it. Sorry, but winter is never my thing even in Australia. The winter in Australia is pretty mild compared to Japan. At most it got up to 2 degrees ONCE in my 11 years in Australia. But on average it is almost always around 6-7 degrees in Sydney that is. Anyways, when I was still doing my exchange, it got up to 0 degrees in Chiba and it was beautiful because it snowed and all of us went to the 'Star Area' and played with snow well them not me, I was just a bystander.. Told ya, I don't really like coldness. :D I remembered commuting to school with my bicycle and wearing gloves but at the end, my knuckles still went blue. Now I get it, wear leather gloves! :P

HAPPY NEW YEAR! HAPPY NEW YEAR! NEW YEAR, GoodBye Tiger YEAR---- HELLO RABBIT YEAR!!!!!!!! Oh wow, it is 2011 ............................ again..... WOW................................. LOL I know, I am just very speechless, almost 1 year 3 months ago I was just getting ready to prepare myself departing to Japan Almost 1 year ago, I was heartbroken by my best friend. LOL Almost 1 year ago, I was travelling around Hokkaido with my sister LOL. And now, all the past should just go in the past but reminiscing is as always fun to do. You learned alot and may laugh by yourself for the things that you have done or regret of the things that you have not done. But 2010 is 2010. NOW .... ladies and gentlemen... is 2011 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Celebrating New Year in Japan, is not the same as how I used to celebrate New Year in Sydney or in Jakarta. Would you like to know a little glimpse of what Japanese people do during New Year?