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HAH!!!!!!!! Finally, the heaviest stress-load from my brain is GONE!!!!! Not entirely but ALMOST! Well, let's not talk about exam because my head is like scrambled eggs and I don't want it to go even mushier. After I went back from school, I met my ex-housemate who is crashing in our house tonight and glad to have him back! He bought Marimo youkan from Hokkaido and it is SO-SWEET! Because I was STURRRRVIIINGGG (read: starving), I went to Uzuki, the Ramen-shop behind my house where I often talk with the ten-ins there! Funny thing is I called the waiter as Ten-Chou which means (Shop Owner) when in fact the shop owner is this old guy who is working in the kitchen. LOL I was so embarassed. The Ten-in who he proclaimed himself as "Nii-san", asked me Qs and as he shot all those bullet questions.. AND... I played along. LOL He said " So you can speak and read English, Japanese and Chinese?" I said.. "no not chinese, but Indonesian." And he said "wow,...

Well.. well.. what can I say, week 10!! A lot of things happened last week but I have no time for a long story so just to make it short, I am going to conclude that I am in the middle of my exam week. It only goes for 3 days, today tomorrow and next Monday. I thought today is reading a composition and then read it aloud in front of the teacher, but in fact it's a READING TEST as in.. read a composition, how stupid can I be?? MUAHAHA Seriously, morning classes cause me brain dead. Anyway, I used up the whole 50 minutes that the teacher gave us to fully answer all the questions AND.. to be honest, I am not confident at all. But you know what, life must go on and currently I am going to study for my next exam which is tomorrow mostly on vocabs, grammar and Kanji. The 1st hour consists of the choukai (listening). Oh God, I suck @ this. LOL Please pray for me. hehehehe XOXO Sasa

I love this pic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Me and my church friends went to this KBox near Suidobashi Eki) Firstly, I would like to express my apologies for not updating! It's been a tough 2-3 weeks I think since the last blog. I am just always literally tired and I think I know the cause! It's that I've been spending too much time outside my school time and in addition to that, I need to wake up early every morning! Poor time management to be exact. I don't want to waste my time and since next week is my final exam week (Thursday, Friday and the Monday after), I need to organise myself and slap my cheeks hard if I stray away from my priorities. All I need to do right now is make a study plan for L.1- L.8 and NAIL THAT DAMN TEST and apply everything in my daily life so that I can improve my Japanese! :D ISSHOKENMEI BENKYOU SHIMASHOU!

Wow, it's already Week 7!!! I missed out on Week 6, urgh, I feel Japan is draining me out!!! You know, time flies when you enjoy your life OR when you are just being lazy. LOL But to be honest, I enjoy my life. Every day I go to my Nihongo Gakkou and study my brains out, intense course to be honest but nevertheless I enjoy studying kanji, grammar and I am so thankful to my Father in heaven who always supports me and also my family! The picture above, is.. DURIANS! OMG, who does not love durians? On the 15th of May 2010, I went to the Thailand Festival 2010 in Yoyogi Kouen (Yogogi Park) with my 3 friends, 2 of whom I met on the day. Here is us: Me, Lian, Thai guy i dont know his name sorry haha and Maria. I ate heaps of food OMG, the food there is total slurpies, yummies, you'll KO yourself from food ecstasy just like I did. LOL We also took some photos like this one "freakin hilarious" I'm the one in the middle!!! hehehehe WHO HAS THE BIGGEST SEXIEST HANDS THAN ME...

Please forgive me for the really late update on my blog here!! I just finished my part-test today in my Language school and it really caused me huge headache. This time, I dedicate my blog for what occurred last week! On the 3rd-4th of May 2010, my church the Gereja Interdominisili Injili Indonesia Tokyo went to Atami Himenosawa Shizen no Ie for church camp. This is my first time participating in a camp in Japan, I've been to several youth camps in Sydney, of course, I've lived there half of my life. :D We went to the site by bus, and I picked the smaller one because it is quieter so I can sleep. People who know me well definitely agree that I need sleep. I was the registration committee and practically handled everything on my own, lack of sleep, and continuous calls and taking care of the registrations, it is such a treacherous work! If it wasn't for God's help I think I would have fallen sick and unable to get up everyday till camp day. For example: Some people calle...

Fugu is so cute! What is a fugu? Fugu ( 河豚 , 鰒 , フグ ? ) is the Japanese word for pufferfish and is also a Japanese dish prepared from the meat of pufferfish (normally species of genus Takifugu , Lagocephalus , or Sphoeroides ) or porcupinefish of the genus Diodon . Because fugu is lethally poisonous if prepared incorrectly, fugu has become one of the most celebrated and notorious dishes in Japanese cuisine . (Wikipedia). hahahaha Sorry, that is so random. Mid-week is pretty much moody, stressful and so un-focussed. I had my sho-tesuto today and I did not read through the composition so I forgot a few Kanji. ARGH!!! But it's OK. I will do better next time! I need to give myself a break. Anyway, I posted a song by Human Nature and this instantly reminds me of how much I used to love Human Nature. Maybe it is the only Australian pop band that I like. My sis used to like Silverchair, it's more of a rocker type thing. LOL I remember the most melancholic but one of my favourites ...

Life's been pretty good lately, seriously. I feel God has answered one of my prayers in life, at least for now :) Even though there are many mishaps such as being ID-checked by Japanese policemen TWICE!! (at least that's how I think of it hahaha) Killer teacher in school!! Also, having a fugu attack and causing numbness. I, with all my heart, am willing to accept humbly. I will not complain, brood, or curse myself or God. OF course, He is the one who creates me. I have to accept myself and same goes for everyone out there who doubts themselves. You have to be strong!!! You are not alone!!! You know.............. I will slowly smile again. I will slowly laugh again. I will slowly regain my confidence. I will improve and perpetuate the things that need to be carried on. I will too, someday, love again. Because God is love... in Him, I have hope and faith. I believe like a little child, that everything happens for the best, in His time not ours. So in the meanwhile,, embrace life ...